I have done something that I thought that I would never do. I love my daughters, I would do anything for them. I have been feeling my oldest daughters hurt. I dream about her every night. She may have her faults, but no one is perfect. I know in my heart that she loves me, I called her, we spoke, I let her say what was in her heart. I hope and pray that she regains her health. No one is perfect and some times you have to swallow your pride and just listen even if you do not like what you hear. My oldest daughter has a wonderful heart, she likes helping people. I pray that after today there will be more happiness in her heart.
Sometimes I am afraid to post anything, because I know it will be misinterpreted. I am a write and will never stop writing. No matter who does not like me to write. I kept it on hold for man years, to be a mother first. writing is my passion, and against all odds,I will never stop writing. I cannot stop writing, I cannot because someone will be reading it and misinterpret it. I refuse to let anyone dictate what I can do and cannot do.
My readers, do not ever let anyone dictate your life, or as you to stop doing what you love doing. One thing is sure, that I will not make the same mistake twice.
I want peace and tranquility, I want to be left alone to do what I love.God help me to keep my sanity!